| please save me now this is my plee. save me now from all my misery. they don't know me anymore. I just spent the last hour of my lowly life broken down by them once more. Divorce is now held over my head. they scream they shout. my mind wanders back to that night on my bed his hands around my neck. choking me trying to take my life. no sorry still. please give me a new a life. I need someone to come and save me now save me from all my misery my pain my anguish and all the things that hurt me. accussed of so much wrong doing. they say they love me but they don't just read my words from the past and take note they do all this frequent enough. i should just pack my bags and leave this place. my prison with bars that hold me here. a place with no love no hope and no remorse. I was called a plague as a I lay on the couch feverish coughing chilled and ill. He told me to hide away lock my self up he didn't need to deal with me or this cough. He had far more important things than an ailing daughter to attend to. The story of my life. So please god someone rescue me from all of this pain. I have had enough of all of this. Please someone save me from my abuse . I have had enough. I can no longer stay here unwanted and unloved. He should have just choked the life out of me then. He should of just killed me. I see hate in his eyes and hers too. I"m growing up I'm growing away from them and I can't stay here anymore. I don't have a home I have a prison with an open door but nowhere to run. PLEASE SAVE ME
Love always and forever
Megan |
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| Hey yall
well life is great. i love it. no longer single sorry though. but i'm also kinda torn in 2 though but long story that only 1 person knows about and i think i will keep it that way for awhile. thought i would update real quick before work.
Love always and Forever
Megan |
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| hey yall
welp SNOWDAY!!!!!!!!!! how exciting is that... Cause i dunno owhat i will do with such a day but i have had an offer to come and cuddle and watch movies with corey... well that is once he gets out of class. that sounds pretty good right now.. so i think we might chill. ha so things are going great with that and it makes me happy hahaha thanks misty for the intro i love you girl. and i know things aregetting hard with smokey being but u need to have some fun too. the guys are trying to make it easier for u so take it is ok??? no worries right now. plus u alwasy have me here to make u laugh adn drunken phone calls from shaw too. lol man ur my brother from another motha. hahahaha oh well love you girl.
love always and forever
Megan |
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| hey yall
i haven't updated in about a week now so i thought i would. wow that is the only word that can describe my break. i had an amazing 18th birthday and wouldn't have spent it any other way. christmas i got everything i wanted. i couldn't of asked for a better christmas plus i saw narnina wow amazing movie yall need to go see it. new years was phenomenal or however u spell that. firework,sober fun, BUNNY TIME!!!!!, lol mike and drunken slurs of love, steak'n'shake at 4am, talkin for forever, not sleepin and going to mass in the morning all together memories i wouldn't trade for the world. thank you misty i had the most fun i have ever had this break thank you. i love you girl and would do anything for u and i have u back through everything, and that shoulder to cry on when ur missin smokey i love you girll. ha wow one amazing break, jackjack,smokey,paris(king butthead jk),corey(cutie),dan aka shaw (cutie #2), mike (big ol' flirty teddy bear), zach (wanna see my tattoo??),cooter (amazing eyes), those are my boys. the big boys that is. i love them all they helped make this break abosolutely amazing. i dunno what it is about them but they are lots of fun. lol thank you. i'll miss smokey paris cooter and shaw cause they are all going back to base sad so pray for them plzzzz. thank you misty without u break wouldn't have rocked so much
love always and forever
Megan |
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| wow one hell of and 18th birthday. the morning slept in boy did i need that later on. ha welp went out to lunch with jolbert mark and lacey. ha tons of fun. and then the wrestling matches my lonesome. oh well nate showed up later and i had fun laughin it and catchin up with him. then me and misty went to hang with my newest and coolest buds. the marines. hahah smokey and paris(misty's cousin) ha smokey has the smae birthday as me so freakin awesome. ha a bunch of people came over to his house and we all hung out had some fun ha. watched nip tuck and then we all juts chilled went aorund with the back scratches ha so much fun. lol it was great way to much to type on here though. ha but lets just say i got no sleep at all to much excitement until we all kinda passed out from over exhaustion. or however u spell that but u get the picture.all i can say is.....
I AM NOW LEGAL BIOTHCHES!!!!
~MISTY~ girl u know i love u more than anything u are truely my best friend.i support u in everything and i love u the most lol. i am the mamabear and apparently paris is the papa bear and we will protect and be there for u through it all. if things are suppose to happen then they are suppose to happen. and i am there to throw thick and throw thin not matter how much or how bad. i love ya girl and hanging with u and the boys is awesome.i love u for forever. heheh maybe i'll find a boy i know found some awesome ones to watch out for and them watch out for me. plus we all like to kick it too. lol
Love always and forever,
Megan |
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